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 Today is Monday the 23rd of March 2026 

Monday is considered the day in the office which i least enjoy, I will explain I work in an office but I also can change offices depending on which SITE i am assigned to and at this particular Office I am currently at they like to do what i call the We are the best and you people from the other companies are the worst meeting EVERY Monday morning. the environment in the office is a us vs them, which doesnt exactly bring inclusivity and as someone with a disability I keep it quiet and actually i dont speak to many people outside my company team as anything i do say can be used and twisted against me. 

Also for extra hardship, I am not allowed to use their system I work as a site administrator my job needs to have access to the system in order to do my job so my comapny have to be like sneaky fruit loops and basically have to send it to me via carrier pigeon. Every company party I ask for my release from this particular office.  this is not dissing my company my comapnythat i work i can not talk about them highly they are incredibly supportive of me in every way. 

Today is Monday morning meeting and its about trends (makes my skin crawl) they also have a presentation on different parts of their company. One week the meeting was on about the particules you can find in ashphalt. I work for a construction company by the way if you are new here. Today I am working from home today its better, I have a headache and patience today is very slim and also because of my autism I have had a shutdown which would be considered a lockdown of speech and if anybody touches me it feels like fire ants on my skin, its horrible and lasts longer than a day or two its been going on for 1 week strong. 


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