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My Body just keeps on giving

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 Hello Readers So Last week my kidneys were angry with me for what I don't know, I went to the hospital and was there for 3 days which wasn't the best situation to be in as it had been 6 months since my last rush to hospital with the same conditon.  Since thursday my body and energy understably have been not normal for me as i have ADHD my energy is between speedy gonzales energiser bunny and buggs bunny. my brain I say is like Shrek and Donkey, My autism side of my brain was happy because i was in the same bed, the same ward and had the same doctor looking after me (Not my kidney specialist i have had for the past 10 years but he is still my Specialist) the only difference from this time to last time was that it was during the work time so i had to take the extra days of work.  Yesterday I got diagnosed with anemia, which is fun so now I am taking another tablet, which means i will be on at least 6 for the next 4 weeks and i have to do 1 test before i start my Iron table...
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1st of winter June

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Hello Everyone  Today is Monday the 1st of June which means its the 1st day of Winter! every year i say I am going to be prepared and it's not going to affect me and every year i end up never prepared and always affected. My brain knows its happening and instead of being normal it goes into hibernation mode😒😭.  Sydney is Sunny today but the temperature 15c and feels 5 degrees love that for me as someone who loves spring and summer, who actually doesn't thrive in winter the next three months will be touch and go.  Winter for me = Kidneys playing havoc, my circulation is not the greatest and in winter it really goes bad i cant just wear gloves i have to also wear the inserts for gloves so my hands stay functional.  Autism does not enjoy winter because its a change to my routine, the cold weather and the germs that spread more in winter because everyone is closer to eachother where in Summer unless you are on a cruise or airplane you are free and encouraged to be outs...
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Mid week Check in

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  Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening everyone  "when life brings you lemons you make lemonade" a bit of a back story my mum passed away two years ago from Terminal stage 4 lung cancer, I watched one of my favourite humans turn into a shell in the end someone so fiercly independent became very dependent she made it 4 years more than expected and I am internally grateful for that but its bittersweet because I wish she never had to go through the pain. Before her diagnosis she loved to exercise and eat healthy and give back to her community.   She also gave me the gift of loving to exercise too because she role modelled what the feeling after exercise was to her. Eating in moderation is healthy, She was an amazing cook, she was someone who was strict but fair she believed that education was universal and the best way to learn was to see the world and be in life and not spend too much time in books but also that books had a place. Being a neurodivergent kid to a woman who wa...
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Long weekend REcap

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It was a looooooong weekend this weekend just gone which was nice to relax and unwind and not be so busy like I usually am.  The weekend started with a relaxed morning and then in the afternoon I went to my PT with my amazing strength and Conditioning coach to help me with my Low muscle tone and to help with my core. then i helped my Partner do some Uber eats which I am really enjoying because I love to help people.  Sunday we drove 2 hours to Morriset and had a barbeque with Friends and then drove 2 hours back home. we then went to a colombian civic centre in Sydney and played Uno and a colombian board game and then we went to our local bar.  Yesterday we had a well earned REST DAY   we spent most of our day at home and then in the evening we went to the local our local Bar  I hope everyone else had a good weekend and enjoyed themselves and relaxed 
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FRIDAY FUNDAY

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  Hello Beautiful readers,  Today is Friyay thank god we have almost made it to the weened and what a short week it has been. HEre in Australia it was a long weekend so the work week was very short which to be honest I wasnt disappointed about. Today i am working from home and I am Happy about it because as much as i love my new office (same company) working from home brings a sense of calm for me, also it helps that my partner is home today as he has the man flu.  These last few weeks the world has gone absolute Cactus, because two yoyos or so called leaders of two countries are causing chaos in this world and its because the other leaders sit back and watch adn let it happen. I understand that this is a heated topic and i may cop flack for this but i want to understand why our western global governments just accepted this? my AuDHD brain has been thinking of this HARD, because this is not a war this is a annexing of a region of the world because after they dismantle the...
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Weekly mid week check up

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  Good morning Lovely people  This week has been alot of Firsts and new situations, this week has been a lot its only 3 days in but i feeling good about it. monday i moved into head office, then yesterday i had pre booked a pt session to start strength training WHICH technically I have done before with my muay thai gym but my pt coach moved on so I am continuing but with a different gym and different coaches. Being Neurodivergent (ADHD And Level 2 ASD) it comes as no surprie that new places and new people are scary for me. New experiences and changes to my routine make it challenging but I am enjoying it so far, I love to challenge myself but also I love my routine and am pretty ridged.  As someone who finds the world challenging at the best of times, My mumma who past away two years ago now taught me resilience she used to be allergic to tears but she was still my wonderful amazing perfect mum who loved me unconditionally. She used to say just breathe you have gone throu...
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Working on it Working on it

  Today is Monday the 23rd of March 2026  Monday is considered the day in the office which i least enjoy, I will explain I work in an office but I also can change offices depending on which SITE i am assigned to and at this particular Office I am currently at they like to do what i call the We are the best and you people from the other companies are the worst meeting EVERY Monday morning. the environment in the office is a us vs them, which doesnt exactly bring inclusivity and as someone with a disability I keep it quiet and actually i dont speak to many people outside my company team as anything i do say can be used and twisted against me.  Also for extra hardship, I am not allowed to use their system I work as a site administrator my job needs to have access to the system in order to do my job so my comapny have to be like sneaky fruit loops and basically have to send it to me via carrier pigeon. Every company party I ask for my release from this particular office....
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