LIfe of Eimz

Work is work as a Human with differences it can be a challenge but we dont live ever in our comfort zones because we never grow from there as my mum who passed would say and my muay thai coaches would say.  work for me includes at the moment listening to true crime podcasts and no i am not a psychopath i just enjoy listening i find people's brains so interesting I think its because my brain is different but not, my way of thinking is different to another humans. Why do people do what they do? why turn to crime? mmy questions may sound like they are coming from judgement but believe me when I say its not its fascinating to me absolutely incredibly interesting you know.  so my days are like this i wake up between 4:15 and 4:40am get up relucktantly and then get ready for the day my partner and I go to work on weekday but during the weekend we have a sleep in (glorious) and then depending on the day i might have a chiropractor appointment, muay thai or i want to start swimming le...

  Last night my Partner asked me what was my dream job and I said " I don't know?" because I don't know.That Question is because if only I could I would have been already so i dont comply to that question i am on the outskirts of life. I believe in ted talks some believe in religon to get them through when things get tough, I turn to meditation,exercise and ted talks also my routine.  If only I could is what i precieve when people say if only I could ..... I have heard this question my whole life from everyone in my inner and outer circle if only you could remember things if only you could do the washing if only you could remember to take a shower and look after yourself if only you could be independent if only you could be 'Normal'? I have learnt in life that people's preception of me is a reflection of them and a if only I could is the idea that i am less than because i have arrived at a place where people my age probably have already started at 18 and i...