Happy St Patrick's Day

 

Today is the 17th of March 2026


Happy St Patrick's Day Everyone I am sorry for leaving it so long to talk or write to you this new Diagnosis of Level 2 ASD makes it hard to sometimes. Let me be honest with everyone I live in Australia, we have the NDIS which is particularly difficult because people who genuinely need supports like me go through rollercoasters just to simply live, I now have another full time job of speech therapy, OT and Psychology plus some other things the point i am making now is that it comes with a lot of PAPERWORK and admin which is the biggest challenge because I also have ADHD. I am a complex Human, But i keep telling myself I am a human. 

I am feeling I am getting burntout, Being Ozrish today is about being social and spending time with my family. On the weekend I found it really difficult, I loved the parade but then it was absolutely BOILING now weather triggers my sensory overload also it was packed which made  it worse because a lot of people all squished together TRIGGERS me no end, also i was triggered because there was NO PLAN so it was chaos pure utter chaos. to the normal eye you wouldnt have picked it but i feel like I am hungover without having any alcohol (I dont drink alcohol just once in a blue moon). I not sure if i have had a shutdown or am going to have one because i can feel something is not right for me. 

Triggers right now 

- Socialising with people

-crowded places with people 

- Loud Places 

- Weather (rain, wind or HEAT or Freezing)



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Mid week Check in

Image
  Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening everyone  "when life brings you lemons you make lemonade" a bit of a back story my mum passed away two years ago from Terminal stage 4 lung cancer, I watched one of my favourite humans turn into a shell in the end someone so fiercly independent became very dependent she made it 4 years more than expected and I am internally grateful for that but its bittersweet because I wish she never had to go through the pain. Before her diagnosis she loved to exercise and eat healthy and give back to her community.   She also gave me the gift of loving to exercise too because she role modelled what the feeling after exercise was to her. Eating in moderation is healthy, She was an amazing cook, she was someone who was strict but fair she believed that education was universal and the best way to learn was to see the world and be in life and not spend too much time in books but also that books had a place. Being a neurodivergent kid to a woman who wa...
Read more

Long weekend REcap

Image
It was a looooooong weekend this weekend just gone which was nice to relax and unwind and not be so busy like I usually am.  The weekend started with a relaxed morning and then in the afternoon I went to my PT with my amazing strength and Conditioning coach to help me with my Low muscle tone and to help with my core. then i helped my Partner do some Uber eats which I am really enjoying because I love to help people.  Sunday we drove 2 hours to Morriset and had a barbeque with Friends and then drove 2 hours back home. we then went to a colombian civic centre in Sydney and played Uno and a colombian board game and then we went to our local bar.  Yesterday we had a well earned REST DAY   we spent most of our day at home and then in the evening we went to the local our local Bar  I hope everyone else had a good weekend and enjoyed themselves and relaxed 
Read more

Weekly mid week check up

Image
  Good morning Lovely people  This week has been alot of Firsts and new situations, this week has been a lot its only 3 days in but i feeling good about it. monday i moved into head office, then yesterday i had pre booked a pt session to start strength training WHICH technically I have done before with my muay thai gym but my pt coach moved on so I am continuing but with a different gym and different coaches. Being Neurodivergent (ADHD And Level 2 ASD) it comes as no surprie that new places and new people are scary for me. New experiences and changes to my routine make it challenging but I am enjoying it so far, I love to challenge myself but also I love my routine and am pretty ridged.  As someone who finds the world challenging at the best of times, My mumma who past away two years ago now taught me resilience she used to be allergic to tears but she was still my wonderful amazing perfect mum who loved me unconditionally. She used to say just breathe you have gone throu...
Read more